So I kind of knew that I wouldn’t stay away from blogging for long. I received quite a few comments from people who enjoy reading my blog and some saying it has actually helped them so I think I will continue to post updates occassionally. Our holiday break is coming to an end. Christmas decorations […]
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I started this blog almost a year ago on the 5th anniversary of my husbands death. I can’t tell you how therapeutic it has been and for that I am so very grateful. As I go through a new season in my life I realized that my blog sometimes sounds as though I’m stuck in […]
It’s been awhile since I’ve written a blog. I’ve been going through a lot emotionally and I have found that it’s easier for me to write about it once I’ve come through on the other side and have had time to reflect. I’m not on the other side yet but felt compelled to write about […]
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Just had to share these old texts between then 8 year old Hayden from his iPod and Brian in the days before he took his life. January 25th is the day he didn’t come home. February 27th I think he was thanking him for a sign that he was still around and the last one […]
Frame Okay, so I was thinking of writing a blog post tonight and then got a last minute idea while watching YouTube Instant Pot videos to do a video post instead for a change. So the link above is a an unedited, unshowered (what is up with my hair??) rough video but it’s a […]
I know that Brian wasn’t in his right mind when he chose to end his life because of where he chose to do it. While I’m grateful that he didn’t do it at home for us to find him he instead chose a hotel that’s very close to our home and someplace I see nearly daily when […]
Art was essentially my step dad and grandpa to my kids. Together for 17 years he and my mother never married but that didn’t diminish their relationship. They were certainly a team that worked well together. He was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in May of 2017 and passed away peacefully on Friday, […]
The three of us are getting ready to go on a short 8 night RV camping trip. This will be the fifth time I have rented an RV since Brian’s death. You can say that I have been bitten by the RV bug for sure. Brian and I never rented one together but […]
When Brian died it it took me completely by surprise. No inkling even in the back of my mind that he was ever capable of this. If you had asked me prior to his death if I thought he might go that way I would have said absolutely not, never, not an option […]
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