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Imperfect
When Brian died it it took me completely by surprise. No inkling even in the back of my mind that he was ever capable of this. If you had asked me prior to his death if I thought he might go that way I would have said absolutely not, never, not an option…
Why?
Why is something that I will never know until I meet him on the other side. I just have to learn to live with the questions. He did leave me a long five or six page letter and I’m very grateful that I got that as I have met other widows who didn’t get…
Chapter 2…
For the first time in the six years since Brian passed I can honestly say that I’m happy, at peace and ready to start my next chapter in life. I thought I was at this point long ago but I wasn’t and it took Mark and I splitting up for a bit to realize that….
Rings
I think most widows wrestle with their rings soon after losing a spouse. Do you still wear them and if so for how long? Do you wear them on a different hand? Do you put them away forever? Here it’s five years out and I’m still wrestling with that. …
Just Three
The three of us just got back from a short three night trip to Branson to finish the end of spring break. We had a great time, I spent too much money as usual but I still had those feelings of something missing, someone rather, many times during the trip. On vacations like this…
Fog
Those first days and weeks were such a blur. I felt like I was in a fog. Family and friends swooped in and I went on auto pilot. Planning his memorial service and dealing with insurance, legal paperwork, social security and all those things that I never thought I would…
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Made me cry, as most of your posts do. I don’t know why I always look forward to them. Maybe I still like having a connection to you, Damita?
Ahh. I could wear you out if I posted everything. Lol. Book in my future. Maybe.