Mark

Mark came into my life extremely quickly after Brian’s death, like a month after quickly.    I know this is shocking and alarming to many that I could be with someone else so soon but that is just how it unfolded. I had actually met him twice before Brian died which is really odd to […]

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Why?

Why is something that I will never know until I meet him on the other side.  I just have to learn to live with the questions.   He did leave me a long five or six page letter and I’m very grateful that I got that as I have met other widows who didn’t get […]

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Jumping In

Tomorrow marks five years since Brian’s death by unexpected suicide.   It’s still hard to say that word.   Five years since my life turned upside down.    Hard to believe.   Sometimes feels like yesterday and others like a lifetime ago.    I feel a change.    Maybe finally reaching a point where I’m […]

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