Legacy

I know Brian wouldn’t want his legacy to be the way that he died.   Deep in my soul I know that he was as surprised as we were when he realized what he had done.    Others may see it differently and maybe it’s a way to protect myself but I really feel that […]

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Just Three

The three of us just got back from a short three night trip to Branson to finish the end of spring break.   We had a great time, I spent too much money as usual but I still had those feelings of something missing, someone rather, many times during the trip. On vacations like this […]

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Notes

As you may know from my last blog I have lived in this house for almost 13 years now and much of it sits exactly as it has since Brian died 5 years ago but every once in a while I will come upon a hand written note by him tucked into a book or […]

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House

We have lived in the same house since Hayden was just under a year old, about 13 years now.     In Brian’s letter he had hoped that financially I would be able to stay in the house.   I have thus far but it’s a catch 22.   The house has seen so much […]

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