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Spring
I’ve always loved spring when the earth comes alive again but it’s all the more glorious now since Brian died. He died in the bleakness of January. Matched his frame of mind too I suppose. Everything so brown and dead and lifeless looking. I vividly remember mentioning non-chalantantly that “the news…
Anniversary
May 8th snuck up on me this year. Memories flood me all the time and sometimes dates don’t really feel much different but sometimes they do. I noticed that I’ve been a little more emotional this past week than normal but I’m also freshly off prescription anti-depressants and trying to go a more natural route…
Plan?
Today is May 8th, 2018. 16 years ago today Brian and I got married in Jamaica. Boy, I don’t know what I would have thought if you had told me that day that he would be gone just over 10 years later and by how he would go and that my life would take…
Notes
As you may know from my last blog I have lived in this house for almost 13 years now and much of it sits exactly as it has since Brian died 5 years ago but every once in a while I will come upon a hand written note by him tucked into a book or…
Jumping In
Tomorrow marks five years since Brian’s death by unexpected suicide. It’s still hard to say that word. Five years since my life turned upside down. Hard to believe. Sometimes feels like yesterday and others like a lifetime ago. I feel a change. Maybe finally reaching a point where I’m…
RV
The three of us are getting ready to go on a short 8 night RV camping trip. This will be the fifth time I have rented an RV since Brian’s death. You can say that I have been bitten by the RV bug for sure. Brian and I never rented one together but…
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Made me cry, as most of your posts do. I don’t know why I always look forward to them. Maybe I still like having a connection to you, Damita?
Ahh. I could wear you out if I posted everything. Lol. Book in my future. Maybe.